Last day living on Frederiksberg, CPH and I’d love to share my 3-month journey.
It is both with joy and sorrow that I’m leaving for Randers again. The time has gone slow yet fast at the same time. It has been incredibly intense, hard, exhausting, exiting and good to be here. I’ve gotten to experience the capital city at its finest. Met amazingly, beautiful, fascinating people, been at cool events and crazy parties, seen mesmerising buildings and nature, drinking heaps Chai Latte, and all this accompanied by my lovely bike Olga. Though, it hasn’t been all fun and games. There has been much invalidating illness the latest couple of months that have given me some absents from my internship. After around six years of battle against” The world’s best healthcare system”, I finally got help in Copenhagen. I got diagnosed with severe endometriosis (chronic disease), 5 days later a call back for surgery to remove cystris and bloodstains internally. It has been a relief to get some answers. It has also been difficult getting on top of the operation, and I’m still in daily pain. Beyond this, heaps craziness happened in my family that has turned my circumstances around. I’ll definitely tell more about that, but when time and place is right. All in all, everything falls apart while I’m all by myself in CPH, no nearby close friends or family. Yet a good friend came by and stood by my side before, during and after surgery. It has partially been some lonely and challenging months, so I am looking forward to getting back home, to friends, hugs and silence. I haven’t had this big a beating since my brother committed suicide in ’11. Yet! I have experienced, again again, that I’m motherfucking flipping strong badass cool! Nothing can really knock me all down. I’m a born fighter, and I’ll get through this as everything else. I'm pretty stoked of myself. I'm proud of myself. I'm just pretty exited for me haha! I’m happy about life. I believe that is my strength, always striving for a positive outlook on life, wherever it brings us, even when life hurts in our hearts and souls. Much love. Xx Amelie. (This image is taken in my room where I've lived in Copenhagen. So beautiful)
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AuthorAmelie Maria Pedersen / Archives
October 2016
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